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Live not to Leave

by Matt Leger

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    Thanks for downloading my album! It means so much to me. I hope you enjoy it, I really tried hard to put a variety of songs on it. Upon download of the album, you'll find inside an Elliott Smith cover, just because he influenced so much of the music on this album, and I love the song.

    Thank you, I love you all
    - Matt
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1.
Statuette 03:07
I wish I could petrify you like wood and turn you into a stone statuette so when I self destruct and flames come knocking on our windowsills my ashes will accompany the wind and you will stand strong through the holocaust as I sink like sand in an hourglass as I sink like sand in an hourglass and we're running out of time can I petrify you, any faster, my dear? The smoke is starting to thicken. The smoke is starting to thicken. and when all the exits are closed, and the vapor steals our vision you can be my northern star and your eyes can be my lantern lead me away, my statuette my lungs are losing feeling. lead me away, my statuette my lungs are losing feeling.
2.
Sail 05:23
We drank the nectar of your promises, as our house built of stones collapsed and as things were getting better, you said "oh well, they won't last" and you burned a picture into my mind worth more than a thousand words yeah, I'm starting to feel it but I don't know if I want it I'm so comfortable alone breaking all those promises and we're all so hopeless, i already dug my grave my tombstone was marked my initials carved in. scribbled down on a paper, scratched in some old pavement, the scars on your wrist, in the poems about your hatred, i guess i was never what you needed i guess you left me long before you told me you were leaving but, the bottles can whisper your words, and the smoke can burn like your lips, and fingernails on my back can make up for the lust i had reserved with your name etched on the top like that box of pictures in my bedroom and the music was playing on that old station and the vinyls were scratched, and refused to play i guess thats the end of you yeah, i guess thats the end of you.
3.
Flying away, such a sweet escape, lets fly into the sun, I'm burning to die. And we can glide past the clouds, past the angels, far past hell, past all the failures we've come to know, so well, like our own shadows, stalking us blow after blow. But tell me my love, will you love me a thousand miles away? with roadblocks on every street, and our egos standing in the way? Tell me, will you bleed like my pen for the chance to see me self destruct with no blood on your hands?
4.
Blacked Out 03:11
Walking around with a craving to spill all these memories i tried to drown but they float as i sink like those long summer years i slept alone i blacked out in school, and nobody noticed my teachers graded missing papers scavenging to find the source of these failing marks i burned out what i held so dear now my heart beats so unclear like my vision on a lonely night or far away stars, too dim to shine and I've got worries like i left but i refuse to care when you get so high coming down is your only fear yeah, momma gave me the world she never thought i would throw it away, like this, so easily, just to burn a few hours and some glass too hot to touch but cool enough to love Yeah, momma gave me the world but i just don't care...
5.
Coming Snow 04:06
There's this girl I know That feels like the coming snow Leaving me cold and alone Driving off cliffs and outside of roads Yeah, there's this girl I know She promised to never let me go And I'm stuck in this hospital bed Asking you why you let me take all that Yeah, you called me selfish Because I only care about my loathing But I Don't give a Damn, I don't give a damn about anything I'm gonna take all my sadness and bury it Even if it takes me six feet under Yeah, I'm just gonna bury it all Along with all those old dreams I had To make you all proud and let our name be known. But then there's you.... The coming snow. The ice leading me off the road. The parachute that never opened. The plane flying too low, Into everything we've ever known There's you The coming snow.
6.
Bloom 03:58
we're the kids you said would grow up to bloom, But needles and heartaches can block out the sunshine As we live our lives, sat down in chairs Being taught lessons that we've broken long before, they water you down with rules til' your drowning yourself in bathrooms we're the kids you said would grow up to bloom Before the world withered away our petals Were the kids you said would grow up to bloom Before we fell of our pedestals But here we all are, clawing our way through every day, yet they're all the same. As I'm living the life of the boy who lives not to leave. Yeah, this boredom drowns everything I can't even sleep without dreaming of dying My days consist of lying and misery But whose to blame atsept the man in the mirror Whose to blame but the man in the mirror When there's a crack don't look my way Yeah we're the kids you said would grow up to bloom Before the world withered away our petals Were the kids you said would grow up to bloom Before we fell off our pedestals I'm giving up I'm giving up I'm giving up
7.
Rose 02:24
You think you know me better then myself? I'm just like the sun; I burnt myself out. You followed the trail, I blew it away. I'm just so distant, yeah, so afar away. And if you're trying to find me, I left long ago. I packed up all of this sadness, and blew it all. And if you're trying to find me, I left long ago. I packed up all of this baggage, and I let it all go. If I'm a wave, then you're an ocean slamming me into the shore. When my heart was at its purest, you were the drugs in my veins, you got me high and you left me so dry. And if you're trying to find me, I left long ago. I packed up all of this sadness, and blew it all. And if you're trying to find me, I left long ago. I packed up all of this baggage, and I let it all go. If I'm a rose, you cut yourself up, you pulled away my petals, and now I'm all gone. You're bleeding but still proceeding to poison me you're the venom that drowns me so easily

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released September 13, 2013

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